Good.

[ the sentiment's mutual, though castiel's current absence is far from voluntary. it doesn't stop the guilt he's weighted with regardless. ]

I hate that I'm not ̴̦͔̕̕t̸̟̭̒h̵̭̠̪̓̐͘e̸̮̅̕͝r̶̨̛̟͔e̶̬̤̲̐̌̓,̴̣̘̍ ̸̲̽͋̃b̷̰̽̊̌ū̷̢̬͇t̴̛̬͕̓̕ ̸̡͈̄͝ͅ thankful one of us is.