That's the word she stares at longest in the air; her face still an angry red throbbing all through her head, her vision, from clenching her teeth, her whole body. She stares at that word.
Through the word. The heft of it. The weight. The almost direction or benediction of it. She can't hear the compliment. Only feel the way it's so far outside of her own grasp at the second, no less what she has in her hands to give out. Jo doesn't know if she can promise she can create or give that to Dean at all. She doesn't know if she'd label what she needs to do any more than bloody, broken triage.
I wish you were here, she doesn't write. You'd do this better, she doesn't write. ]
𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕕𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕤𝕥.
[ She looked up at her face again. Bruised and broken, if most of the blood washed away now. It's bad. It's so bad. But she can live with it. She can live through it. She's not dead. Not bleeding out on the floor. She managed that without screaming or falling apart. She can do this.
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That's the word she stares at longest in the air;
her face still an angry red throbbing all through her head,
her vision, from clenching her teeth, her whole body. She stares at that word.
Through the word. The heft of it. The weight. The almost direction or benediction of it. She can't hear the compliment. Only feel the way it's so far outside of her own grasp at the second, no less what she has in her hands to give out. Jo doesn't know if she can promise she can create or give that to Dean at all. She doesn't know if she'd label what she needs to do any more than bloody, broken triage.
I wish you were here, she doesn't write.
You'd do this better, she doesn't write. ]
𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕕𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕤𝕥.
[ She looked up at her face again. Bruised and broken, if most of the blood washed away now. It's bad. It's so bad. But she can live with it. She can live through it. She's not dead. Not bleeding out on the floor. She managed that without screaming or falling apart. She can do this.
She can do this.
She will. ]
𝕎𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕚𝕘𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤. 𝕊𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕣 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣.