[ that's not the important part to focus on here, cas. ]
That's reassuring to know, I appreciate it. Please pass on my gratitude to your therapist.
[ even knowing in the sense of experiencing dean's history with large upsets isn't quite the same as hearing it from dean himself. while it's not all resolved, cas can breathe a little easier.
ok but who the hell convinced dean to get a therapist? ]
Cas I don't know, okay? I don't know what I want or how I feel or what the hell that was I don't know what I'm doing I just don't know I'm in the middle of the pacific with no raft right now, that's it
Sure Just as soon as we have a way up there without getting flagged at TSA faster than a tourist with fingernail clippers and more than 3 ounces of shampoo
HELL no I don't even like the flying friggin cars you think I'm getting in a freakin tin can that shoots off into space and could kill you in like 3 seconds if somebody cracks a window hard pass like, so hard
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Thank you.
You have a therapist?
[ that's not the important part to focus on here, cas. ]
That's reassuring to know, I appreciate it.
Please pass on my gratitude to your therapist.
[ even knowing in the sense of experiencing dean's history with large upsets isn't quite the same as hearing it from dean himself. while it's not all resolved, cas can breathe a little easier.
ok but who the hell convinced dean to get a therapist? ]
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( Freakin' stab guilt. )
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Do you think he's helping?
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[ which isn't answering the question. ]
Dean, you know you don't owe me anything. If you don't want to discuss it any further, we don't have to.
I'd understand.
[ doesn't need more than that 'it wasn't real' to get the idea. ]
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( RESULTS.
On a more serious note. )
Cas
I don't know, okay?
I don't know what I want or how I feel or what the hell that was
I don't know what I'm doing
I just don't know
I'm in the middle of the pacific with no raft right now, that's it
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It's alright, Dean.
You don't have to know now.
I'm not going anywhere.
When you eventually wash up on the shores of Bora Bora, I will be here.
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an entire Feeling about that
stop )
you start writing poetry and I'm moving to the moon
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I see you're already trying to.
A gate on the Moon is smart. Regardless of what the others think, access can be everything. We should carry through with it.
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Just as soon as we have a way up there without getting flagged at TSA faster than a tourist with fingernail clippers and more than 3 ounces of shampoo
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I don't even like the flying friggin cars
you think I'm getting in a freakin tin can that shoots off into space and could kill you in like 3 seconds if somebody cracks a window
hard pass
like, so hard
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Certainly not crackable ones.
You'd probably have more issue with the g-force.
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