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@robert.plant

[righteously]

Hey.

( Nailing it. )

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[ this was not expected for another 3 weeks and 1 adventure at least. confused? concerned?? ]

Hello, Dean.

[righteously]

so listen

( jesus christ

why is this hard

why did he agree to this

what is he doing

is it too late to back out

god damn it

time to be as deadpan as humanly possible while still somehow being

productive and sincere or whatever )

my therapist told me to tell you that I need time to work through things so you don't think I'm mad at you or that I don't want you around

so

I need time to work through things and I'm not mad at you and I don't not want you around

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Oh.
Thank you.
You have a therapist?

[ that's not the important part to focus on here, cas. ]

That's reassuring to know, I appreciate it.
Please pass on my gratitude to your therapist.

[ even knowing in the sense of experiencing dean's history with large upsets isn't quite the same as hearing it from dean himself. while it's not all resolved, cas can breathe a little easier.

ok but who the hell convinced dean to get a therapist? ]

[righteously]

Non-consensual therapist. He doesn't have an off switch.

( Freakin' stab guilt. )

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That sounds uncomfortable.
Do you think he's helping?

[righteously]

I don't know, do you feel like I'm pissed at you and don't want you around?

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That'd be ridiculous, you just told me you aren't.

[ which isn't answering the question. ]

Dean, you know you don't owe me anything. If you don't want to discuss it any further, we don't have to.

I'd understand.

[ doesn't need more than that 'it wasn't real' to get the idea. ]

[righteously]

then I guess it's helping

( RESULTS.

On a more serious note. )

Cas
I don't know, okay?
I don't know what I want or how I feel or what the hell that was
I don't know what I'm doing
I just don't know
I'm in the middle of the pacific with no raft right now, that's it

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Okay.
It's alright, Dean.
You don't have to know now.
I'm not going anywhere.
When you eventually wash up on the shores of Bora Bora, I will be here.

[righteously]

( He's having
an entire Feeling about that
stop )

you start writing poetry and I'm moving to the moon

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[ are you warm and fuzzy yet ]

I see you're already trying to.

A gate on the Moon is smart. Regardless of what the others think, access can be everything. We should carry through with it.

[righteously]

Sure
Just as soon as we have a way up there without getting flagged at TSA faster than a tourist with fingernail clippers and more than 3 ounces of shampoo

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You don't plan to accompany the flight, do you?

[righteously]

HELL no
I don't even like the flying friggin cars
you think I'm getting in a freakin tin can that shoots off into space and could kill you in like 3 seconds if somebody cracks a window
hard pass
like, so hard

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I don't think space shuttles typically have windows.
Certainly not crackable ones.
You'd probably have more issue with the g-force.

[righteously]

yeah well either way you couldn't g-force my ass into one of those for all the money in walt disney's secret vault

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How is the vault secret if you know about it?

[righteously]

shut up

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😐